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so she says;






little escape.
Thursday, May 29, 2008

i feel awfully sad. so sad that i might wanna cry. its this fear crepting upon me, making me feel sick in e stomach. maybe i am in my comfort zone for too long. i dont know. i thought i should rejoice, i mean i would. i need a hug so badly but i will look so puss and hate to whine like a bitch, alright, who doesnt. goddamnit. i am torn-apart. whatever. i have till monday to worry, more.

my weekends, in fact, every single day of my life are spend mindless. now i have e whole weekend to dwell on it. shite.

my old concern that hits me instantly was, do i have enough clothes and heels to get me by? now's so different.

show me some love.

@11:04 AM